hello... its been so long since i update my blog.
there's so many stuff going on these few weeks.
i have a lot of deadlines to rush. all my deadlines are packed like mad.
so many things all revolving around me.
some are bad, some are good.
some are friendship problems, some are....
sigh.......

in my msn i wrote 'i am sorry, i love you.'
everyone have the same perceptions. haha. its the korean show la.
but there's something in it.... just dun care la!

anyway, i have been really down because of so many things.
i have been already giving you all clues after clues, yet u all know nothing.
and yet you all have been hurting me again and again.
and i have tried to ignore, yet things are still getting to me,
like adding on layers of books on my shoulders for me to carry.
how can i afford to let you all know the thruth that really hurts you all?
you all are my precious.
there are so many times where i want to tell all of you. but why must you all reject me?
why must you all push me to the corner of the wall?
why must you all put me in darkness, yet being seen but is just something insignificant.
pricks. painful. why me?

oh man... i am feeling so lousy now. i am sick.
down with flu.
thanks God, that eventhough i had sore throat last week, during the easter week, my voice isn affected. so i can sing. and then so immediately la. on this fateful day after all the crucial singing, i am sick. haha.
oh well... God, You rockz! lol.

this easter week was good for me. its also the first week of school.
on thursday its the maundy thursday service. then friday is concert. and saturday is concert as well. then sunday is easter lunch. a whole trail of 'work'. haha.
its really fun, practising and singing together, worshipping the LORD. i feel like we are in heaven and singing and worshipping the LORD.

last monday, which is the start of my sch, my sister flew to perth. to pack her stuff and go for camp. she's gonna come back on my bro's birthday, 13 april. haha. cool siah! come back on time.

school is quite fun actually. i like the lecturers, for both english and MPO. not MATH!!! terrible. the lecturer is more boring than mrs tay. haha.
even i am tired, i will not sleep at MPO and english. but math, almost!

oh, and last night, my parents flew to perth. to join my sister in the camp. and then they going for 10 days. they say they gonna die there la. and i agree. the last time i went for 10 days too, i also almost hang up already. haha.

and i really need to rest now. have sch tmr. and besides, my nose is so red after all the sneezing and rubbing, i need a rest too. irritating nose. when i was having my afternoon nap, my nose start to on the tap. idoit.

alrightie. nite nite