hello... its been so long since i update my blog.
there's so many stuff going on these few weeks.
i have a lot of deadlines to rush. all my deadlines are packed like mad.
so many things all revolving around me.
some are bad, some are good.
some are friendship problems, some are....
sigh.......

in my msn i wrote 'i am sorry, i love you.'
everyone have the same perceptions. haha. its the korean show la.
but there's something in it.... just dun care la!

anyway, i have been really down because of so many things.
i have been already giving you all clues after clues, yet u all know nothing.
and yet you all have been hurting me again and again.
and i have tried to ignore, yet things are still getting to me,
like adding on layers of books on my shoulders for me to carry.
how can i afford to let you all know the thruth that really hurts you all?
you all are my precious.
there are so many times where i want to tell all of you. but why must you all reject me?
why must you all push me to the corner of the wall?
why must you all put me in darkness, yet being seen but is just something insignificant.
pricks. painful. why me?