you are my joy and my pain;
my rest and noise;
my love and my hate.

you made me happy to high skies,
yet you drop me to lower grounds.
you made promises with joy,
yet break them with a smile.

you dissapoint me.
you leave me.
my tears uncontrollably fall with sadness.

you break it.
you slain it.
my heart hurts with streaks of pain.

why this so?