hmm....
today was kinda special coz it was the 1st OFFICIAL parade the 16th had.
i juz tot i could kinda let go... juz watch a little n just kinda do something else,but, u see.... i can't
dunno why la.
its juz smth that maybe u dun let go.
expecially when i was standing at one corner when i decided to juz watch them open parade and just walk off. but the cadets turned around and great me in honour. they smile to me and even show their teeth. goodness.
it was just merticulously weird that i am not in np anymore yet my presence is always there. the cadets still remembers me and the way i like them.
they dun treat me as aliens now. but a close senior...maybe
i think, this secondary sch in kcp really make me never regret that i join kcp and npcc. because, looking back, many of things we did as a 15th batch was kinda..... dunno how to say la. but we had gain many as well as losing many.
we gain our honour, trust and respect. we gain friendship and relationship in npcc. however, along the way we have to desert away time and rest, friends from u noe other than in np, work that you ought to do.
yet at this time, u also gain to build ur character, and with the change, u also lose many friends with that change.
all in all, i think what i gain is lesser than wat i had lost. coz along the losses, i began to rebuild it in contents to the losses.
longwinded eh....
i think the 16th batch had a great leap towards better leaders.
today, even though i see many wat i dun like.... but i still think, that u all improved much.

love ya all lotsa